



5:05 PM
omg.. my mind is just filled with thoughts.. grrr
i swear there is nothing to do at my aunt's place.. gosh.. its driving me nuts.. plus i hav no car and even if i had.. i dunno the roads.. i hate this place! argh!
im damn sad la.. somehow im damn negative now.. im looking at the negative sides of things.. i dun like it here.. i dun hav any friends... there is no one i can realli talk to or hang out with other than nick and genna.. i just realise that they are the only 2 people that i feel most comfortable talking too.. grrr... firstly.. i think its cause genna is from spore and we are very similar.. like seriously.. and nick.. its because he is so annoying at times but i just cant get angry with him.. and he is like the only guy whom i find it so easy to talk too.. gosh..
and think about it.. im not totally living here alone.. im living with my relatives.. someone to take care and watch over me.. which is somehow more stressful.. gosh.. i cannot take it anymore.. they are so strict.. and sometimes i dunno how to tell them how i feel... i wish my parents were here.. they know me better.. and i love them so much.. i miss my parents.. i think they hav spoilt me too much.. gosh.. i think i would rather be studying somewhere where i know no relatives.. i think its just better in a way.. boohoo!
something is just missing in my life.. i oso dunno.. my brother? my car? my sister? my parents.. and my friends! the real ones.. those i can feel comfortable with.. gosh.. ahhh.. im going crazy here.. grrrr... 6 more months.. how am i going to live thru it.. =_(
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